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Thursday, July 31, 2008


Suddenly miss my baby niece so much,
will visit her sooooon. Loves Freya.
Hahah, just back from visiting Dear uh.
Today waited for the TELE-visit so long can.
We are the last one loh -.-
Dear, I hope that what u say,
u will really do it okkk?
I'm out here waiting for u.
Hahah suddenly remember a auntie saying
I looks like Dear's father loh -.-
Then after that I say not my father lah.
Its my BF's deh..
Then she added, he dote u alot hor.
Hahah ! Indeed Dear's father really dote me leh.
After visiting Dear, I trained back to CCK.
Met up with Mummy, while waiting
went to print some photos.
After that met her outside Lot 1.
Went to pay bills then went supermarket hahah !
Today suddenly feel I'm so filial can.. [: LOL
Okkkk I go write Dear's diary le.
Byeeee.
Till The End
All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night

I don't know how I found you
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold, to keep, to share

In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there in no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my boy
You through it all I know
That you've come to see that you're the one till the end

All my friends around me
Say you'd be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home


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Yesterday midnight Kelly was at my house,
So we watch TV to pass time.
& watch this 宝贝计划on the TV.
Throughout the show me & Kelly were like only saying
' The Baby Matthew is soooo cute loh ! '
But the baby is really very cute loh !
How I wish I have a baby this cute toooo [:
After watching, she accompanied me to QRP
to visit Dear, then she waited for me outside.
Today visit him through TELE-visit,
because today I went earlier & going to Ashley & Roy's
court hearing after that. Dear so sweet loh hahah !
When we were talking, he said ; ' wahlau, 18months leh.'
Then I said back ; ' 谁叫你! '
He replied ; ' 我爱你! '
Hahah, after that jitao paiseh le [:
He's so sweet lahh ! I LOVE HIM [:
After visiting, then me & Kelly cabbed to Subordinate Court.
We went in court 26, Sabrina they all were there le.
After hearing Ashley & Roy's bailing amount.
We were shocked loh, Ashley's $20,000
Roy's $15,000. Roy's parent able to fork out this money.
But Ashley Grandma don't have,
We tried to call up her relative, but none trusted her.
Hais, last solution is to do Head-to-Head bail.
But her Grandma is unwilling loh.
Really can't stand her Grandma loh.
Didn't even want to help her own blood, Granddaughter.
Then we went to People's Park Centre for our lunch first.
Then we bused home. Was damn tired.
Went home, & actually was to go meet Howard to take
the letter for him but I fall asleep. Too tired le.
Woke up at this time 3.57am.
Weird time, nevermind, not intending to sleep le.
Visiting Dear later. [:

To Jeremy ; I'm sorry, I really can't accept u.
I have told u that I got BFFF right now.
& No matter what I'll still wait.
You said that u wish to be the one to give me happiness,
but I wish my BFFF will be the one who give me happiness.
U said that by saying sorry ain't comforting.
But this is the only thing I could say,
I really can't accept u. U could find someone better.
I'm Sorry. Yah, no matter what u say
my heart, my decision will never change.
Rather than hurting 3 parties,
I rather hurt u as, we are impossible.
Takecares.


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Wednesday, July 30, 2008


Hahah ! Just now me & Kelly have a sudden urge for steamboat.
So we meet up at 10pm plus then headed Bugis for it.
Reached Bugis walk around there see got what steamboat.
& we saw one environment quite good [: & we went in.
Its at Happy Pay Steamboat BBQ [天天火锅BBQ]
@ THE 101, Beach Road, Bugis Singapore.

√ New branch of Happy Pay
√ Air conditioned
√ Variety of food selections
√ Alot of seafood [: FRESH
√ Nice environment
√ Reasonable pricing
√ Upcoming BBQ steamboat

Enjoyed there alot, but we went quite late, it closes at 1am.
But they're nice worker, waited for us to finish before close.
Then they keep on seeing us eat, sms hahah.
Still put the ringtone out 电话又响了
because our hp keeps ringing LOL.
The most funny is got one guy come say
" Eh, my colleague wants u all de no."
Another came and said
" Don't care them, they lessly see girls, so when
see girls abit happy, don't blame them."
Me & kelly LAUGH OUR ASS OFF LAH !
Hahah, but overall its good lah, have a try there.
Okkkk lah, I'm off to accompany Kelly,
she's at my house. Byeee readers.


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Tuesday, July 29, 2008


Went to visit Dear as usual.
Hahah ! I really become 24/7 GFFF right? [:
Nevermind its okkk. Sians,
Tomorrow morning is my friend court hearing too.
& I told Dear I'll be going.
Don't wanna give him false hope.
Hope I'm able to rush down to QRP after the hearing.
These few days really gonna tired out of going
to court & remand le lahh. -.-
Today after visiting, went to eat.
Then homed, later maybe
meet up Kelly for the midnight steamboat DDDD:
& Sabrina toooo, 3 days since we met up le.


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Monday, July 28, 2008


27th July '08 ;

Was at home.
COM, TV,EAT & SLEEP !
Only things I can do at home.
-.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-
Didn't sleep yesterday because scared can't wake up.
Watched 放羊的星星 which Chris lended me
until 7am then went to prepare &
meet Dear's father @ Jurong East station
at 8.40am. But was a little late because
went to bank in money to buy food for Dear @ QRP.
Trained to Queenstown, & walk in there.
Today was so crowded ]: Q for so long.
Finally can see Dear le after the weekend.
But today he seem so sad uh.
Because he's being re-sentence,
most likely to RTC for 18 months. Hais.
He told me RTC can't visit all this,
the only way to contact is by letter, 1 month twice.
Would I be able to be able to make it
without seeing him for so long? I don't know toooo.
Tomorrow going to visit him again [:
Promised him to buy the Ikan Bilis he wanted for him.
After visiting, eat & homed. Tired*

CHEER UP!
Dear, I won't leave u deh. &
Your Brothers are waiting for ur return too.
And ME toooo. [:


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Sunday, July 27, 2008


Yesterday woke up at 9pm plus,
then prepared & went to Boat Quay Canto drink.
After drinking, HOME.
Nothing much to say today,
Bored? Loads of fight, reminded me of Ashley & Roy.
Wondering how're them doing.
Things happened so sudden.
Nevermind, drop that topic anyways.
My time is getting so mess up,
see my blog u'll understand.
Most of the post would start with 'Yesterday'.
Its because everyday hanged out till after 12am.
Well, I'm changing my life soon.
When Dear settle down with his sentence.
I'll settle down too.
I'm missing him lots ]:


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Saturday, July 26, 2008


These few days not in quite a good mood.
Many things are happening,
close one are leaving one by one.
Sister are separating from us.
Boyfriend couldn't be there when I need him.
Everything just changed so fast just in a second.
My life is turning upside down now.

我只想回到原点!


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Friday, July 25, 2008


Yesterday when I'm back from Boat Quay,
get bathed & changed then rushed down to QRP
to visit Dear ! But today I'm alone lohh.
Dear's father didn't go because working.
Then today could only visit Dear through
TELE-visit but not FACEtoFACE-visit..
Nevermind then maybe Monday bah.
I promised Dear to buy Curry Mutton for him to eat [:
After eating then I went home &
have a sleep. Woke up at 5pm then prepare
and trained to work. After work,
went to Boat Quay Thai Smile Cafe meet
Sabrina, Kelly & co. for supper.
Then we went to Cantorock.
Didn't drink today because,
drank alot at work place le.
Then cabbed home with Sabrina & Kelly.

To Anni ; Don't think too much. okk?
My situation ain't any better. What we can do,
is WAIT.


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Thursday, July 24, 2008


♥ My sweetest 姐姐&姐夫

Today was supposed to wake up in the morning
to visit Dear @ QRP but in the end.
My mother told me grandma is in the hospital.
So ask me to sleep & later go visit her.
But never go, because she discharge le.
So when they wake me up its already 5pm plus.
So faster prepare then cabbed to
The Legend Fort Canning Garden Restaurant
to test those dishes for 姐姐&姐夫's Wedding.
After eating they sent my parents back home first.
Then they sent me to Boat Quay meet friends.
As usual until morning 6am then went home.


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Wednesday, July 23, 2008


Some photos taken @ BBQ deh [:
Happy Birthday Cody & Xuejun.



Yesterday after visiting Dear @ QRP,
then I went home & took a nap.
Had overslept awhile, then faster
rush down to meet them.
When we reached the BBQ pit there,
Mehmeh & Cikcik were busy BBQ-ing lohh! LOL. Laughs*
Then me & Ahmoo sat down & chatted alots.
Then went over help them. Hahah.
While BBQ-ing we were eating too hahah.
9pm plus me & Ahmoo leaving soon,
as she's going home & I going to Boat Quay meet Aaron.
' LOL, Bobian have to go down being physco down. '

Taken with Billy's Shades [:


Waited them for soooo long uh,
they said that they are coming le.
After 1hr-2hr waiting, I called Aaron,
& she said she is in the Police station now.
AGAIN ! Waited for Sabrina to knock off from work.
Then we went to Cityfront as Sabrina is eating.
Waited & waited but Aaron still haven't come yet.
So Raymond suggested we go Dreamerz drink first.
Then we went over drinkkkkkkk.
After that its going to 3am le. Not even a call.
Find something is amiss, then call Aaron.
His hp is off, thinking that they might be in lockup now.
After drinking we went back to Canto,
take Aaron's bag then went to AMK Division Police station.
& they're really inside. Hais !
Waited & waited then police say they will be
sending them to Cantonment in the morning.
Well, then we cabbed home.


Today woke up late too,
rushed & cabbed down to Subordinate Court.
Rush in to the court was lucky that it haven't started yet.
But Dear's father reached le.
Today result is a total disappoint to many people.
Expected to be sentence today but it was postpone again.
After Court, have a accompanied Dear's father to have a coffee.
Then after that bused home.
Watch TV, eat & maybe going Boat Quay later.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee [:


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Tuesday, July 22, 2008


Before hair reborned.



After hair reborned.



21st July ' 2008 ;
Didn't slept for the night.
Then morning meet Dear's father @ Queenstown
Then went to QRP visit Dear.
I miss him alot. He's not eating well inside loh.
Hais, wish he could takecares lots.
After QRP went to have lunch with Dear's father.
After lunch I met up with Jovene,
but awhile later I went off to find my mother.
Hahah ! My mother sponsored me to reborn hair leh !
I LOVE MUMMY LOTS LAHH !
though there is no big difference in my hair hahah !
After reborning, its already 6am le.
Was rushing to work, in the end those CID,
die die also want meet us today.
So I told my boss I'll be late.
Then called Kelly came down too.
Waited for those CIDs soooo long loh.
Still call us go shopshop first !! Damn lame 好不好.
Then we went Mac to eat, but Kelly not eating.
Then she see me eat hahah !
After eating waiting, & slack at the same time.
When they reached is already 9pm plus loh.
They let us see some photos, & we recognise them.
Then they say the IO will call us go down to point out them.
Sooooo 麻烦啊! Then me & Kelly turn out not going work le.
Was too late le & my boss say no need go down le.
Then Kelly say she want eat Mac,
now turn out to be me seeing her eat. How funny?
After eating was damn tired so headed home,
bathed & fall asleep [:

Today 22nd July ' 2008 ;
Today luckily Jovene got morning call me if not
I'm gonna oversleep again. -.-
' Thanks Jovene, Love ya.
After that faster prepare &
trained to Queensway meet Dear's father.
Then we walked to QRP, on the way going
Dear's father gave me a Goddess of Mercy de pendant
to keep it with me, because he said that Ghost festival is coming.
So sweet of him lahhh ! Hahah !
Then we went to visit Dear hahah,
today bought something for him to eat,
because he yesterday say inside eat not full hahah.
After visiting, we went to have our lunch.
Then I trained home, & Dear's father gave me $10
ask me go buy food to eat. I rejected alot of times.
But he insisted not taking ]: then I keep it with no choice.
Thanks Dear's father ! [:
Reached home use computer awhile later going
BBQ with Animals' hut & co.
To celebrate Xuejun's belated birthday & Cody birthday.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee D:

Anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CODY !
&
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XUEJUN !


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Monday, July 21, 2008


Was browsing through my photos
& saw some overdue photos.
Thinking of our past,
& I'm really missing u. ♥





♥ Wondering when will u
accompany my soft toys to sleep?
♥ Wondering when will u
accompany me to watch TV?




♥ Wondering when will u
hug me tightly like this?
♥ Wondering when will u
kiss me in the night like this?


So many wonders, but when will u really come back?

The time now is 5.57am, I'm not yet sleeping. Guess why?
Because I'm going to QRP to visit him.
& I really don't want to miss any chances seeing him anymore.
So I must not sleep in order to go !
I'm meeting BFFFF's father later @ Queenstown at 9am plus.
Going to prepare sooooon byeeeee [:


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Sunday, July 20, 2008


Photo for today ♥
JOVENE & ME [:







Today woke up & Jovene called me asked me want go out mah.
I was bored toooo ! So we went out hahah [:
Went to prepare & meet her at my house bus-stop.
Today wore fake eyelashes out, so long never wear,
felt so uneasy with it. LOL, my heavy eyes -.-
Then we went to Lot 1 Mac to have our early dinner?
After that we train-ed to Queenstown,
& bus-ed to Queensway shopping centre hahah !
Actually we are abit 路痴咯! So blur of the place there. ;p
Reached there, & started our search for something to someone hahah !
After shopping, same, we bus-ed back to Queenstown
& train-ed to CCK then bus-ed home LALALA ~


& one last news ; My pretty sister is getting married soon !
Congrats to them ! [:






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Saturday, July 19, 2008



I'm feeling so lost without u.
Hais, I didn't mean to say all those things.
I had never intend to leave u dear.
I Love U only, please trust me okk?
No matter how long it is,
I'll wait.
No matter how far we are,
My heart is still with u.
❤❤❤❤❤❤
忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂


Just now 7pm plus went to Jovene's house.
Want to talk to her, because I felt so upset. ]:
But in the end Heeyang asked want play Mahjong mah.
& I anything bahhh, so we played Mahjong. LOL.
SOB lahhh ! LOST hahah, but $5 only it okkk.
Then halfway went to 7 eleven bought some tibits &
cup noodles to eat. Then continued our Mahjong.
We finished our Mahjong @ 2am plus then
I called up my brother to fetch me at Sunshine place hahah.
Was quite scared because its late XP
LOVE MY BROTHEEEER ❤


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